Happiness...for returning safe and sound and to have been able to be a part of such an amazing mission.
Happiness...in seeing my church friends and their excitement in my return, and talking to friends who sent me off with good wishes and prayers for a safe journey.
Happiness...in finding in the pile of mail birthday cards from the church, and my sister Lori and her girls.
Happiness...in wishing Pastor Jeri well for her journey to the Holy Land tomorrow, and being home in time to see her off on that marvelous journey.

Happiness...taking the
initiative to seek out fair trade food in my own community.
Happiness...for finding
MOM's Organic Market
http://www.myorganicmarket.com/.

Happiness...for finding Equal Exchange bananas and coffee.
Happiness... knowing that I am supporting the farmers I met on my trip and ones like them.
Happiness...in joining my community in purchasing organic and fair trade goods, ensuring those products will continue to remain on the store shelves.
Happiness...in getting the contact information for the managers and owners of
MOM's, so I can (hopefully maybe perhaps!) speak to a group at the store and share what I learned.
Sadness...that my mom called me as I was shopping to tell me my dear Aunt Aggie died.
Sadness...remembering the street children, those who followed us that day in Managua, as well as the children who rushed to vehicles in the busy dangerous streets to wash windshields for a nickel.
Sadness...thinking about the children and women who lived and
scavenged in a trash dump, seen in the photographs of Carl, an American missionary in Nicaragua who was with our group.
Sadness...in the struggle to live under the crush of poverty.
Sadness...thinking about Haiti.
Happiness...that moments after my mom called, my friend Joan called, to welcome me back, wish me happy birthday, update me on the fundraiser for Haiti, and comfort me in my sadness over my aunt.
Happiness...thinking about the time shared with an absolutely amazing mission team.
Happiness...in meeting new people and sharing my story and experiences with them.
This has been a journey. I will post more over the next days and weeks, because my mission did not end with the conclusion of the trip. Now the blog is
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I have many marvelous beautiful pictures to post and thoughts to share. The mountains, the bright blue sky, the green countryside. The laughing children. The spectacular starry nights. The hard work and long hours to earn a living. The little girls in frilly dresses for a party at the coffee cooperative for our team. The shining sun, the bright moon.

I leave you with a funny picture of Aunt Aggie, who is showing off how she can crush a soda can with one hand, taken one of the last times I visited home. Too funny. We all had a great laugh.
I had that blurry picture in my camera during my trip, and had looked at it and others of my family with a smile, as I flipped through my pictures, careful to save those that are the dearest to me. Bye Bye Auntie.
In memory of dear Aunt Aggie, who would have been so excited about this trip and to hear all that I learned and experienced.